| i'm 21, suckas  |
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| i think i may have found my superman  |
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| i don't know what all free will God gives us. i don't know if it's me thinking or God putting thoughts in my head. i don't know.. and that scares me. i just wish God was physical as well as spiritual. that way i can call on Him and He can tell me exactly what i need to do. |
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| so God threw me yet another curve ball. it's depressing, but i'll get through it just like i have many times in the past. it's just hard getting through the rough times when my best friends are living in chicago and london. i just didn't see it coming. but this has helped me become closer to God. i've been praying a lot more and I've been openening up my bible at least 3 times a day for the past week or so. it's good to know that when someone isn't here to comfort me physically, i know that i have an awesome God that is always here for me emotionally and spiritually. i love you, God, and know that everything of me is in your hands. |
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| what does the future hold for me? i have no idea but i can't wait to find out. "you're all i want and you're all i need and your grace is sufficient for me. and you're all i long for the deep down thirst in me. lord of the heaven's, come reign on me." |
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